nerves.

C. started his new job today. I felt like a mom wishing her kid off for the first day of school. I packed his lunch, wrote a note ("Don't be stressed, one thing at at time! I can't wait to hear all the exciting details!!") I admit, I was nervous when he stepped out the door. I hope it is everything he wants it to be. That he isn't disappointed. It's more than just a job, it's a department he wants to have a career in. It also means that no more part-time work. I really did enjoy all the time off & how much we got to hang out. But I know this is good for him, good for us (esp. financially) I'll look forward to moving and having something to distract me from the fact that my partner works 40 hours + is in school for another 10 live hours as well as an online class.

It's good for me though... Allowing me to create parts of my own life. Walking down the aisles of thriftstores zoning out in the hideous floral patterns of the 90s. Class tonight from 4-6pm. Then I should clean after. It will be weird to not have him home at 9pm, and to eat dinner alone. But Huey will keep me company :)