choices.

i am worried i will make the wrong choice.

concerned about $. about time. about babies.
ah. babies. seeing those beautiful bumps all around me. tiny shoes at target with giraffes and umbrellas with blue dots. i hate you hormones.

i want a house and an office with a big L-shaped desk that i can put my mac on. i can spend the hours designing.

but for now, my glands need to stop hurting and my throat needs to stop feeling like sandpaper against my skin.